Anxiety

Anxiety

Open your spiritual eyes and see

How broken I really am

Because in the physical world

I’m a mirror of what you want to see

In the spiritual 

I am a dart board

Every dart is an idealistic notion 

Of what I am supposed to be

Because in society 

For some reason wants to put 

You in a box

Of what you are supposed to be

I’m Pinocchio on a stage

Surrounded by marionette stereotypes 

Overcome by society's standards 

That don’t see 

I’m being nailed to a wall 

I did that unwillingly 

because you want me to be apart of

You see 

My nose does not grow 

When I say I’m fine or I’m okay

All bullshit sayings I repeat 

So you do not need to feel 

Don’t worry I’ll feel 

For the both of us 

I’m going to step out of my box 

And I will speak without hindrance 

And I will be bold without war

And I’ll show love 

That can never be hurt 

Love like I’ve 

Never been broken 

Like love like

My heart was never ripped 

Out of my chest 

So step out of your mirror of ego 

-n.z